I don’t know if i should feel guilty about this but I’m actually happy.
I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND ALWAYS HAVE A REASON TO SMILE.
I feel like I’ve already reached where I want to be in life, Don’t get me wrong I will always have dreams and goals that I know I’ll never reach, I know I will never be a Disney Princess in Disneyland, I know I’ll never sing or be on stage doing what I’m most passionate about, But I have done so much in my life.
I’ve traveled to other amazing countries and I will travel more, I’ve worked in places that gave me the most incredible memories that I still have the opportunity to be apart of, I became a Beauty Therapist and have worked at many spas with the passion and love that keeps moving me forward.
I have the most incredible family, Like honestly my family has always been so important to me, they are so supportive of who I am and who I want to be they love me unconditionally and always will. Each member has impacted and made me who I am today, without my family I wouldn’t even be where I am today, I love you all.
My friends are actually perfect I have the most incredible friends each of them unique and perfect each inspiring and loving, my friends are the best in the world.
I know how it feels to have fallen in love, I know heartache, I know how to let people in and Ive learned how to let people go, My heart has gone through some of the most traumatic experiences and Ive had some of the most wonderful ones too.
My heart belongs to someone, I have fallen completely and undeniably in love with them, I see myself spending my future with them and achieving my own a happy ending.
I know I am important, I know I am special, I know I am beautiful inside and out and I know that loving myself is the most important thing in the world, I will never again hate my body or hate my face, I will always find improvement but I will never “hate.” Someone very special taught me that.
I will always have struggles in my life, I will always have my doubts and my days where I feel blue, but I will always know deep down that nothing in the world will ever let me loose faith that I have a purpose.
I will always try and find ways to improve my life, little things like always trying to see the best in people and not judging anyone. I know I have so much to learn but right now in this moment I am happy.